The influencer’s 1-year-old son died after being admitted to the ICU, according to a social media post Thursday from his mother’s account.

Christine Tran Ferguson paid tribute to her son Usher. Instagram post. Although Usher did not disclose the exact cause of death, the New York City influencer announced in a July 3 newspaper that her son was “fighting for his life in the intensive care unit (ICU).” director. Ferguson has her 531,000 followers and blogs about travel, fashion and being a mother.

“My heart has been utterly shattered and shattered into a million pieces. I will never understand why, nothing makes sense, I am still in shock and just want to wake up from this unimaginable nightmare and put you back in my arms,” ​​Ferguson wrote Thursday. (Related: Daughter of Buccaneers Star, dies at age 2)

“I can’t even put into words how much I love you. I can’t stop seeing your big smile everywhere I go, hearing your laughter and chatter all day long and it breaks my heart just because you’re not physically here,” Ferguson continued. “Your room is empty and you have nothing. Nothing compares to the pain of losing a child, but I can’t believe it happened to us.”

Ferguson did not give details on why Usher was in the ICU. He was about 15 months old when he died.

“Mommy and Dad love you so much, you have brought us so much joy and completed our family. I never knew how much love and happiness I could feel until you came into our lives,” Ferguson wrote. “Every day is torture without you, this pain is unbearable. I still feel like you’re about to reappear, but our house is so quiet and empty without you.”